This smile on my face hides the pain inside
I'm just faking my way through this life
I'm just not good at this anymore
Feels like it's time to close this door
So tired of hearing keep your head up, you'll be okay
All I want is to give up and make this pain go away
I'm standing on the outside looking in
Drowning in sadness, when will happiness begin
No one understands, they just don't know
How badly I just want to let it all go
I'll be just another statistic to forget
You can read my life story wrapped in an obit
I'm so trapped in this life
I'm ready to give up the fight
Choosing life is harder than they think
In an ocean of pain I'm an anchor about to sink
I try to scream for help but don't know how
There's no looking back, no saving me now
